Alright I'm sure you are all wondering why in the world I have put this innocent sweet sequel pic up on my blog. WELL, it's because obviously in my my SERIOUS amount of time of not having been with a man I am seeing naughty things in this picture inside of just sweet 'little red riding hood'.

What do I see you ask???????????? A Penis! That's right, I see a penis and I am not ashamed to admit that THAT is what I am seeing every single time that I look at this picture.

Is it just me??? If it is, I don't care, but I just wanted to point out what I saw in this picture.

Overtly horny Vixen!

new hottness

I just had to add this one in here. Especially with his panties, it reminds me of my LOVE of Superheros, yummy!!!!

WHAT, oh he says NAUGHTY WORDS IN THIS ONE

http://youtu.be/X4-ZjZkLJfE

he's a sexalogical body worker. WHAT THE FUCK. What is THAT???? come on now! I think I should be a sexalogical body worker. What in the world, CRAP....CRAP.....CRAP!!!!!!!!!!
Total piece of complete mess. I just, okay let me watch the rest!

Yep I want to report about my first exploration with myself too. Oh my goodness

Why can I NOT take this man seriously? Why am I finding it totally comical?
And what in the world is he wearing?? Who does he think he is???

Oh my goodness, he makes me want to make spoofs of him. I mean just, "yes, I touch myself and I didn't feel totally aroused, but I was aroused. BLAH BLAH BLAH exploration. On and ON and ONNNNNNNNNNNNN."
How in the world does a man go at himself for this long?????

Ride it ride it! (if you haven't figured out I'm commenting as I hear things)

I'm so proud he commited to touching myself for 30 minutes. Ride his arousal cycle???? WHAT.
I need porn after hearing this.
Can you imagine dating this guy? He probably is really amazing in bed though!

And I will say as a person searching for my inner vixen I find him interested but REALLY, I mean REALLY.
Oh my God. I just, wow

I have NO Words, so I'll end here and let you watch it and comment back

WOW on a WHOLE other level

WHAT IN THE ^(*&(*^^,
I think I may have finally seen it all. Because I was running my mouth to Sandra about finding the orgasm freak to put on her webpage to make her know she needs to stay happy I went and found the "orgasm freak" (that isn't what he's called, it's what I call him). This man is NUTS. There is NO nakedness whatsoever in this, it's just a crazy arse man who I think is a fruitcake. This man went to a erotic/sexual arts (I think that is what it is) school just to talk about how he loves to get off.

WHAT, I mean really WHAT. This man is saying that if I can get myself to a higher level of sexual awareness and know my greatest form of orgasm then I could attract stuff to myself like with the Law of Attraction. Next it will be, Orgasms for Jesus. I mean really. Wait, I'm sure that's already out there seeing as how Nichole had up the stripping for Jesus. HOT MESS WORLD!!!!

Alright, I'm going to put up 2 of this dudes little videos and you let me know what you think. I just can't believe what he says and the amount of times he touches himself while he says the crazy things he says (NO, he isn't touching himself in a sexual way).

Just watch.

http://youtu.be/n6vojj6BRwI (hot mess #1)

wow

Its truly been several weeks since I've post, which is massively sad on my part but such is life. I am coming out of a funk that I had been in for some serious time. I was questioning so many things in my life.
Do I want to move back to fl? If I stay in tx do I want to leave dfw? Do I want to move to San Antonio to finish school? Do I want to just run away from my life in general? So many things that I'm asking myself because so many things are going on.
The thing that's at the top of my brain is that I'm going to be a great aunt. Yeah my niece is pregnant, 4 months along to be exact. (Please don't comment about this on my fb, not a lot of people know and I don't want them finding out that way. Thank you) it was truly killing me inside that I'll be a great aunt before I'm a mother. It hurt, felt like a slap in the face. Unless its a joyous comment I can't ask questions or make comments. I'm suppose to stay out of this situation, but its so damn difficult to stay out of a situation you keep getting dragged into.
I am now aware more then ever of how selfish I am, my sister is and definitely my niece is! I am slowly growing happy because I'll have another baby relative to love on, but I fear I'm going to be used in the same way I have been used for the past 18yrs. 1st as a non paid nanny, then as a atm and finally as a scapegoat.
I am exhausted and I am trying to be loving and supportive but if it weren't for the connections I feel through my church id bounce. Truly and seriously.
I need a drink, no make that ten. And I need a vacation. I just need to get away from feeling less then or getting fussed at. I am freeing myself from depression and anxiety and I'm forgiving but 2 seconds later a comment is said and actions are made and I'm left out like I don't matter. No wonder I act like a child, because I'm treated like on! Sooner rather then later I'm gonna have to take the dogs and leave, period